ま、学生主催イベントってこんなもんか。
一人で行くのもやっぱアレですよね………。


( で。 )

--natto

the day after next to be exact. but i paid a lot of money for this (ok, so father did..) so i might as well attend the first too.

yeah, i'm going to daicon, alone. i think my parents would prefer if someone escorted me but brother says he's working this weekend, ayame won't be coming home (i think), aneki probably has plans of her own, and it isn't exactly an event you'd take the elderly to. besides, i remember father trying to talk mother into attending some other event also taking place this weekend the other day. so i go alone. i don't know anybody, nobody knows me, but... i... i can do this.... *takes deep breath*

still deciding what time to go. the q&a panel is in the evening and i'm not sure if want to spend the entire day there. but i am interested in the doujin and the karaoke, maybe i'll even watch the gundam construction champs. hmm... hmm..... is the opening worth coming early to watch? also wondering how much money to bring. how much do local(?) doujinshi cost?

anyway, i'll be the hag with the pizza face, panda eyes, bad hair, ugly clothes, claws, bad posture... you can probably tell from my past entries but i'm kinda, er, what's the word for it... socially crippled? cookie to anyone who manages to crack a proper sentence out of me~ by the way, my seat number starts with a b... hm, b as in 2nd row from the awsm ppl, or b as in elite, a for awsm? in any case, hope the view is ok.


ま、とりあえず復習でもしよっか。


--natto

さすがにこんなむちゃくちゃなモンをずっと聞いていれば
いつまでも欝でいられないか………。
もういい加減機嫌直せって！



んんーーーーー


唐突なことに、東へ無理矢理つれてこられました。
いわば「ゲリラ旅行」。
気分転換にでもなれるからまあいいや。


で、この五日間食べ過ぎた気がするか…すまいか。
まあその一週間前は飢死した感じだったから無理もないか。
にしても相変わらずの空虚な日々…。



あーーーーー



アレ、復活しよっかな…
でも他にも色々と………。





あゝ　いろいろと、さ。




--natto

モウカエソウニナイ。

( ... )

--natto

the idea was to appear more organized and systemetic.
kononnya.

now, resurrected many moons later, i can't find *anything*~~~ ~_~

not what i'm looking for anyway. i know it's here somewhere....
what was i thinking back then? whyyy is there so much junk???? arghhh gehhh gwahhh.

....i can't think straight. *tears hair*
look at the time. still haven't accomplished a single thing.
uuu this is no good....

--natto

( 今日は雨。 )

--natto

geh, whyyyy must these things take forever to heal? >.<
あ、でもみるくはヤサしいね…。

and then that finally ripped off completely. didn't hurt as much as i thought. over familiarity, or insensitivity?

--natto

( 誰モイナイコトニシテホシイ )

--natto

( 僕を覚醒させるその言葉は )

--natto